It's 3 AM again and you're jolted awake, eyes popping open wide thinking about the deadlines coming up. You're always on someone else's timeline. You reach for your phone falsely promising a quick peek at your emails to make sure you didn't miss anything, and your finger unconsciously taps your favorite social media app. Next thing you know, you're in a scroll hole of endless highlight reels, saving your favs and secretly envious of all these women you see that seem so happy. You look over at the empty side of your bed, devoid of any imprint where your sacred lover or fluffy familiar could be. You don't have time for either of those anyway, and it makes you sad.
You shake your head, and distract yourself from the twinge of pain and the tears welling up in your eyes by reminding yourself of how successful you are. You climbed the ladder wrung by wrung without stepping on anyone else or needing any help. You earned those awards and accolades. You buy yourself pretty much anything you want, but it only brings a few fleeting moments of excitement before losing its luster like everything else. You'll get up a few hours later to meet your fellow ambitious friends for brunch, and once again, you'll talk about the next six-figure launch or the most recent drama at work.
No one wants to admit is how disconnected they feel or exhausted and numb they actually are.
You've tried thinking positive and shifting your mindset. You've listened to all the podcasts on personal development (you don't have time to sit down and read) and even hired business and career coaches, hoping they'd help you figure out why you're so unfulfilled in your life's work. They focused heavily on mindset, money, and marketing, but you already have that down.
What you really want is deep connection with your friends, family, and a lover, but most importantly, an even deeper connection with yourself. You feel so disconnected from the fun, free-spirited girl you once were before the world pressured you into a path you thought was the "right one." Now, you're not so sure.
Your current reality:
What you really desire:
You want to slow down without feeling like you're falling behind or everything you've built will crumble without your constant attention.
You want to trust yourself and your desires again so you can make decisions from a place of confidence and knowing, not what you've been told you're supposed to want.
You want to feel safe and secure enough to stop proving yourself by achieving to earn your worth.
You want to enjoy your life without the constant need to show the people who hurt you that you're tough, independent, and strong.
You want freedom. Joy. Fun. You're looking for permission to be the free-spirited woman you were before the world pressured you into becoming what you are now.
You want to stop living on everyone else's timeline and start living on your highest divine path.
You're afraid everything you've manifested, created, and poured every ounce of energy into would be all for nothing. And it would prove you weren't able to create a life that showed everyone that you were tough, independent, and strong.
My journey to joy probably started differently from yours, but the root of it all is the same.
I did what I knew best to survive; doing most of it bent over, on my back and bowing to a (the) man.
I spent a decade in the anti-trafficking field, serving survivors, sharing my story on podcasts, panels and speaking at symposiums. All the accolades and opportunities seemed so aligned, until I saw how many women were going right back to where I tried desperately to pull them out of.
The FLORA method:
Uses the ancient wisdom of the body with somatic practices to lead you deep within where your deepest desires live and alchemizes the fear, scarcity and shame keeping you from going after them.
Goes beyond your mindset with intuitive psychic Tarot to where the real blocks and limiting beliefs are and reprograms them at the root.
Analysis and education about who you really are on an energetic level with your Human Design, so you can let go of the conditioning from society and your past that's keeping you stuck.
Rituals, routines and a personal guide to embody the joyful and fulfilled woman you desire to be.
What you've tried before:
Mindset coaching that only left you gaslighting yourself and "thinking positively" when you didn't really believe it.
Personal development books and podcasts that gave you great ideas for new routines, but no structure to keep you consistent, and no one to hold you accountable.
Masterminds with other successful women that make you feel like an imposter instead of belonging in the room.
Pouring all your energy into projects, launches, and "moving the needle forward" while your dreams and desires sit on the back burner.
You have always known what you were destined for.
It's just been hiding under all the expectations, demands and distractions that have been put on you.
Somatic Alchemy was created for the woman who is done waiting for permission to live the life of her dreams, fulfilled and fully choosing joy.
My signature FLORA method is a cyclical journey that grows with you as you ascend. Each phase builds on itself with body based practices, Tarot guidance, your Human Design, rituals and intuitive guidance that taps you back into your own inner wisdom that you can return to every time your dreams get bigger so you can choose real joy again and again.
MY GUIDANCE IS UNLIKE ANYTHING YOU'VE EXPERIENCED BEFORE.
Within our co-created container
I will be your guide for 90 days, holding the space to show you just how deep you can go. We'll go together to your depths where your deepest desires are waiting to be shone the light and manifested into your reality.